i feel like i should go

I feel sick. I couldn't sleep last night due to many failed attempts at being positive and relaxed. If one of my friends were feeling this way I would probably just tell them to get the fuck over it and themselves. It's harder when it comes to yourself and your own feelings, though.

You would think since I have the house to myself for two weeks that I would feel awesome and independent on having my own space for a while. However, It's just made me feel lonely as fuck. Also, I hate having all the lights off because I always get up in the middle of the night to get some water, and it's scary. I'm still scared of the dark, no kidding.

end note:
I'm considering shaving my head and moving to ireland.



xoxo