roadtrip

Ohio next weekend. I can't tell you how happy I am to get away.

weak

Though things are changing, I feel like my life is moving slowly. Theres so much I want that will never happen and it feels pointless trying to achieve whatever it is I am looking for. I can't believe it's so hard to be happy.

summer lovin'

Last night was amazing, I saw Heath Ledger play the most amazing role of his life (short lived). It was everything I expected and more. Especially Batmans HILARIOUS voice. Nonetheless, Christian Bale...you are one sexy ass man. xoxo

I want to spend the rest of my summer with friends. Soaking up the sun and swimming in circles around the pool. Winter is my favorite season but nothing compares to summers heat weighing heavy on my chest. I am so excited for Cassie and I's road trip to Ohio. Driving through the valley and taking in all the scenery. Driving through sunrise with the windows down listening to old John Mayer. Perfect.



I miss my Jasmine. Shes down in the dumps lately and it makes me sad that shes doubting my commitment to our friendship. So I'll take this time to tell you how much I love you and that I am completely jealous you can lip-sing to Rhianna's Umbrella so well. Remember at the end of the day..if you're a bird, i'm a bird. Enough said, Right? xox

Make sure it happens more often..

shy that way

I get so flustered thinking about you, I wish it could be easier. You know, all the complications..no you don't know.

I feel as if life is slowly coming back together. I am thinking my head is starting to be sewn back on straight. Once I am over this headflu, I plan on getting back to my goal of making life easier. My voice is pretty much gone, and I have been sneezing all over myself. Where is my dream cute boy to take care of me at?



this is for you, cute boy..wherever you are:

It's been a while

I wish I could lay in bed all day, watching rain collect in the cracks in my room only to fill up my walls and come crashing in from all directions.

I have baby hearts spewing out of my chest. Everything would be easier if life happened the way it did in my dreams. I promise I'd sleep forever.


♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
say you'll come and set me free
just say you'll wait you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh I heard you sing
I wouldn't change a single thing

Going on a road trip next month to Ohio. Cassie is having a family reunion. I think we are going to walk on rail road tracks and check out flea markets while we're up there. Hopefully seeing our dreamy Amish boyfriend Joshua.

Timbo showed me how to use a power drill today. I'll put the video up later on.

Tour of my room

i seriously hate the way i talk, wtf have i ALWAYS sounded like that?

tired

I want to move back to Massachusetts...asap.

<3

Heres a video off my office. Nothing special, i promise.

Let it rain on me

Very nice weekend. Spent my 4th floating in circles around my moms swimming pool. Dad came to see us kids, made my day. I've always been a daddys girl. He told me to not worry about anything regarding my living situation and money. It's a stress relief but I still feel ashamed that at 18 years old I continue to depend on him. He never fails to be amazing!

It rained all weekend. And to be honest, I thoroughly enjoyed it <3
Cassie and I spent our saturday (and sunday) watching sad movies, making cupcakes, and discussing how we want to live in a tiny quiet house where it rains all day. Cassie, Jasmine, and I. A home of estrogen and emotions on hiatus. Looking forward to it.






Alright, back to work.


xox

Happy 4th of July

Today is nothing but cooking. Cheesecake pretzel crust strawberry pie. Better then sex cake. BBQ short ribs. more more more more.

lets put a smile on that face

Jasmine came by my work and brought me presents! out of the blue! I love her so much, she always knows how to make my day better. She made me this really touching photo collage of us, and got me a really nice picture frame with my FAVORITE picture of us both . ALSO, she got me two fucking rad Dark Knight posters. If you don't know already, I am a huge batman fan. Have been ever since I was a kid. Amazing. I love you Jasmine.







Listening to Milosh and loving today. Family BBQ tomorrow, and then Cassies for the weekend. I think things are going to be good.



much love


xoxox

i really like it when i come in terms with a lot of things that are snapping inside of me. i like it when i understand myself more. it's not about being lonely if you trust yourself.

I am looking forward to this weekend. I have Friday off for the fourth of July. Probably going to my moms for a cookout. Nothing means more to me then having all my crazy northern family members fighting over food and swearing like sailors. Also looking forward to Cassie hooking me up with a sweet deal on a video camera (yes chris, I'm stealing your ideas!). Cassie is also going to be my gym buddy. Most likely getting a membership sometime this week.

So I found this picture of my sister when she was my age (only four years ago). Do people seriously think we look alike? Everyone says we're twins. DO NOT see it at all, whatever! Be the judge

Inspection

Today I have an inspection with Danielle (one of the property managers/sisters bestfriend/practically my sister as well). What I am doing is driving around the community (a neighborhood) and writing down violations that the homeowners are committing. Such as, Parking a commercial vehicle in a drive way (no latters on top of cars, or magnets advertising your company), grass hasn't been cut, shutters that need to be repainted, toys in the common area, and over cleanliness of the properties. My job is pretty easy but I always have alot to do. Filing is probably the worst thing ever. It takes up most of my time and it seems to never be finished.

When I buy my flip this weekend I'll surely give a tour of my work. My cool office, and all the other things around here!

How does this make you feel?

I love this song and this movie.

rise and shine

Good morning everyone!

I am hoping today goes smoothly. I have a lot of work to do and I would rather not have disgruntled homeowners calling and screaming at me.

Oh and this weekend I am buying a video camera (copy cat of Chris wha wha wha).