hearts to my head

I feel frustrated because i haven't had sex in a year. i am a very sexual & romantic person. i would glady spend an entire weekend, week, month, year romancing a boy i care about. i'm not for casual sex, normally. I've realized I don't want to be attracted to someone just for the sex. I want to feel something behind the meaning. I think sex is beautiful. Orgasms are better and i love yous sound prettier when your heart is pounding loudly in your chest. I want to wake up next to a lover and roll over ontop of him and squeeze him and tell him how nice he smells.

being female is going to fucking kill me one day.

i want to wrap myself up in sheets and blankets and sleep for the longest time possible.


OH and I decided that this is what I am dancing to at my wedding..get into it!