Epiphany! Epiphany!

i can say it has taken me more than seven months but i am completely not bitter about my past relationships. & think i am more drained than anything. emotionally drained, but the fucking funny part is that i have so much emotion left over. it's ridiculous to feel this much when you don't seem to have anything left. i know i am growing. slow, but i am growing & learning to adapt to other humanly contact & their emotions too. i become real slow about everything when i am beginning to understand and care about someone else's feelings.

summer heat is killing me